basically, i need to write how i feel, cos theres no other way that i can get it out and be satsified with myself:@,

IF YOU ONLY KNEW, THAT I THINK ABOUT YOU, IN A KIND OF SECRET WAY.
ive liked you for so damn long but im still stood at where i started. ive tried to move on, but it seems impossible. you've got your downs. but you've also got your ups. and i friggin lvoe them. if you felt the same way as me, id feel undescribable. it would be dream come true. but no. you like other people. but why did i have to find out? i would of preferred it so much more if we all carried on without me finding out that you like someone else. i was ok with that. not knowing you didn't or did like me, but also not knowing you didnt like anyone else. and its only me who knows taht you like her - its everyone. and now im at a dead end. cos theres no where else to go from here. its always been her.